Lack of Caffeine

Keep building walls.

If you asked me to I would break them.

I want to get back to you

I tried to force my heart upon you

Without showing you its colors

I knew a little more than I let on

I waited for you to tell me

But you never did

I wanted to be a comfort to you

I wanted to hold you at night

To help you rest

But I dry my own tears

And you would have nothing of me

My heart does nothing for you

I try not to think of you

But your name invades my thoughts

I try to remember your voice

But it reminds me of things you said

And I can’t hold back the tears

I think that I am okay

And then I long for you once again

This rift between us is too deep

I ask for your help

But you build another wall

On your side